Do You Have A Friend?
Do you have a friend?
A real friend who will always be there for you,
A real friend who doesn’t forget about you,
A real friendship which you don’t have to work hard to maintain.
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Do you have a friend?
A real friend who doesn’t ignore you once they befriend another,
A real friend who comes to your house occasionally without being invited,
A real friend who ask how you are when you’s sick.
Do you have a friend?
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I don’t and I just realized,
That this friendship I have is nothing but a fraud,
Because even with my absence there’s nothing missing.
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Do you have a friend?
I wish I have.
Hmmm nothing much here, just what I’ve been feeling lately. I feel kind of left alone and I feel that everyone and everything in my life is all but fake, everything I believe in started to crumble to pieces and I’ve got nothing to hold on to. Everything is changing and I’m scared.
I feel so weak and vulnerable. I feel like bursting to tears every time and yet I have to force a smile and push my feelings aside. I sometimes wish to shut my friends off whenever they started yapping about their problems. I have mine too and it’s concerning them but they don’t seem to care even if I told them that. And I know someone who will leer and sneer at me once they knew about this.
But I don’t care. I don’t care because you don’t care.
You can die right now and I won’t care anymore.
Your love can reject you and I won’t care anymore.
Your mum may prohibit you from seeing your boyfriend again and I won’t care anymore.
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