Love is Hard

Today’s post is dedicated to Bujur who demanded me to write another post. I hope this is to your heart’s content

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For me, the quote that seems to be most proper to describe a few of yesterday’s and today’s event would be, ” It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” Soo…why is this bittersweet quote summarize my past few days? Well, let’s see, reason umber one would be my best friend. If I remember correctly, it didn’t take us long to catch each other’s attention, and it isn’t that long either until we decided to became best friends (you know, the usual primary school students’ “Hey, let’s become BFF!” thing -_-) but then, as years gone by, I almost didn’t realize how close and attached we really became with each other and even though nowadays I don’t see her often, she’s still always in my mind and in my heart. It is just so difficult to forget her, so difficult to forget the emotion I’ve felt when I’m around her that it hurts so much when I think that she might have forgotten about me.

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Case number two would be my childish crush over someone. Yeah, and then all of the sudden, something happened and we started talking again and this feeling I had began to gnaw my heart and….and I think I’m falling all over again. And I feel absolutely stupid. I am fine without love, why should it come back to me?

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I hope I don’t get hurt in the end if I let this feeling grow.

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Franz